Double Geography can suck my dick.
Literally my thoughts for two hours of today.
Stupid teacher thought it would be a good idea to give us an exam on the first day back on a topic that we covered at the start of last year, purely because she hadn’t bothered with a lesson plan.
My timetable is death on paper.
On Monday I have double physics and double maths… If someone could kindly shoot me in the face, that would be nice… You don’t even have to do it kindly, just shoot me in the face.
So it’s only the first day and people have already started bitching. Seriously, I can’t be bothered with yo shit! STFU! If you come back from summer holiday and all you can talk about is me, then you clearly had a really boring summer.
Why is it that people feel the need to comment on my life or relationships? Has it got anything to do with you? No. How would you know what was going on in my relationship? Oh you didn’t? That’s funny because you seem to be talking an awful lot about it when you don’t know shit.
On a positive note, I was amused by the tiny year sevens getting lost, staring at their timetable and maps and wandering around in naïvety with hope and optimism glistening in their eyes (give it a term and that will be gone).
That has been my day.
I CAN’T WRITE A FUCKING NOVEL! THAT’S LIKE WORDS AND SHIT! LOTS AND LOTS OF WORDS…
WELL DONE TABBY, REALLY SMART THERE, SIGNING UP TO WRITE A FUCKING NOVEL!
LIKE, A WHOLE BOOK, WITH PAGES!
Yeah but whatever! I just feel like I need to offload somewhere and no one seems to give a shit at the moment and I don’t particularly like talking to people so… I know some people are gonna be like “You’re just doing this for attention” and stuff but no I’m not I’m doing this because I’m allowed to post what I damn well like and this is my flipping blog and if you don’t like it, don’t read it.
- I have lost my best friend
- Some of my ‘friends’ went and told a teacher something about another friend and now that friend is being told that she has to speak to a counselor and they are going to split our friendship group up
- Almost every single one of my ‘friends’ has something wrong with them at the moment
- Due to the above fact, I am getting their problems dumped on me. I don’t mind that it’s just that if I then have a problem I can hardly go and tell them
- When I do say I’m upset I then get told that I am attention seeking
- People are now accusing me of things I haven’t done due to people picking sides and spreading rumours
- I am fairly certain that one of my friends’ mother hates me.
- I have also been told that me and the friend in number 7 are not good for each other and shouldn’t be friends
- I have also been told that I am not allowed to go to the Watsky gig on November 3rd
- Halloween is going to be shit because I am not doing anything
- My plans for next year’s Summer in the City will probably not be going ahead
So basically everything for the past 4 weeks has been falling apart and I just feel like shit. I literally do not want to move from my room and I don’t want to talk to anyone.
Sorry for the sob story!